FLOWER TO THE QUEEN OF SHEBA

Larry the Cat,
His Personal Life Reflections

One some amazement moments with Annemiek

She has asked me to descend my heart when I was catching up on here. Where love lives, where I meet here and try to open up the inner beauty and alluring 'heath' of love, to show my most vulnerable attractiveness. At the end, you are also a human being and not an alien.

What will be the attention do to my heart when all the doors open? 

Fasting, celibacy and complete loneliness since 2012, what will the attention of the slightest fellow human love and human contact with interest do to a body and life as I live it now? 

I confessed the life of Him, who formed me into His own thorns. Crown what it feels like to be alone with Him and all my fears of being allowed to leave the darkness. How do I deal with the love of my loneliness when the surrounding life will never leave me alone again?


Rita Hovink Leave me alone

Leave me alone, alone with all my sorrows

It's better that I don't see people now

No one, no one, no one who can comfort me

I lost my future and my purpose

Until tomorrow darling, our conversation will last for a few days, I'm afraid, but I always remain myself, even when everyone stares at me breathlessly, I have nothing to explain

Sleep well in the storm

And lost, understands what I feel now, she sings, and it feels that way to me too, I am happy in my life now, but later how will it go, loss of my life, I understand it, but I have no expectations or dreams of what is to come, and I love nothing in that.

In 1978 Rita Hovink got very sick. She had several big operations, appeared to be recovering, but eventually died in 1979 at the age of 35, as a result of breast cancer.

On February 1, 1971, Rita was the victim of a serious car accident. She was hospitalized for a while and several plastic surgical procedures needed to repair Rita's face.
to recover. Performing in the country has been impossible for several years.


Dr. Bernhard ..

You must tell me how is she doing now ..

Dr. Bernhard ..


I can only pray for him and you.

Every time, I think again,

he's lying there all alone...

Tell me,

just the truth.

Is she no longer in danger?


Don't worry so much,

I was just with her. She will now sleep through until tomorrow, the nurse will stay with him. But last night she was there, she even kissed me.


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Give me your fear Doc.

I have nothing to explain..

It's a kind of Summer Guests evening conversation, but slightly different Annemiek. I don't like Theo Maassen and saying goodbye to a TBS
a clinic for sick people like (Breivik) in a dignified manner is an eye-catching conversation for many those days..

Fjotolf Hansen, better known by his birth name Anders Behring Breivik, is a Norwegian neo-Nazi terrorist. He is known primarily for committing the 2011 Norway attacks on 22 July 2011, in which he killed eight people by detonating a van bomb at Regjeringskvartalet in Oslo, and then killed 69 participants of a Workers' Youth League summer camp, in a mass shooting on the island of Utøya.

Oh my dear Annemiek,

If I could only be with you for a moment, I would lay my head on your breasts and relax a bit. The attractiveness and the lack of a bosom are painful losses in my life when you have only focused on yourself. The price of celibacy is already high, a loss of more than 14 years.

If adults are connected to each other for better or for worse, it is unknown to me. I never felt that way in my marriage of 18 years with my then wife, with whom I fathered two children, but I have not seen or spoken to them since 2008, this is now later. ?

Is this now? Is this now, when you grow up, a diploma full of lies, saying that you are an adult? Is this later now? Is this later, when you grow up? I don't understand a damn thing about life, and I still don't know who I am
Is this later now?

Song By Stef Bos

My parents did not leave room to say goodbye, and I don't know whether my father has passed away or is still alive somewhere in a nursing home. I hope so, but I'm afraid not.

Alone in the world is my living hood

My sister Magda and my brother Fredo are further away than ever before. I feel empty inside and sincerely have no more room for this than that. I should no longer inflict pain on myself as a kind of protection against real pain and keep it away, but now I feel the pain—a cold tear. Furthermore, I had hundreds of acquaintances, many friends and a good job, but I lost my future and my purpose, and then there was no one left. 

These tears don't lie; yes, for years now, It has been getting a little closer to my own powerlessness. I feel genuinely sad, and am I having a sad emotional time? I have seen no one back sin since then, and this is already more than 15 years of empty space and tears of desires.

Meiner beide Alter  Mutti Gretha Und Die Father Dick

As Kind Fuchs wuchs in einer katholischen Familie auf und wir gingen jeden Sonntag in die Kirche. Es war Ende der 1960er bis 1970er Jahre. Es war eine Kindheit voller unvergessener, guter, aber auch schlechter. Dinge, on my puddepool class for example..

German and English aim not to be ashamed of it; learn to read in different languages. In my first year, my teachers were older women. Miss Mini & Miss Maxi. In my second year, I was taught by Miss. Seaman. The third Miss that taught me was Miss Hulst. In my fourth year, I was taught by a man who had survived the Japanese camps in the Second World War. He was detained in Javanese Labor camps. My teacher, Mr. Arntz was forced into slavery by the Japanese Armed Forces to build railroad tracks.  

My fifth

I became realy stuck in my life on the moment I got to school, with Miss Dicker, the wife of the Director of the St. Joseph elementary school, Arnhem. I was doomed to do it that year again. So I did to time the fifth. In my sixth and final year, I became the Director himself. The man is Miss Dick'er. Both were very handsome and have learned a lot. Especially geography and mathematics. For different languages, I got a six.


Nana Mouskouri was born 13 Oct. 1934. She have never understud languages sung than I ever could understand French, Althrou my desire for french chansons where born with Emanualle Movies. Anyway Nana Mouskouri Here Dad was born Sept. 1936. If Nana is still there, then perhaps my Dead could also be still alive. 


I raise up with here songs. Sleepless membranes, are soft weakened and I am not immune to my own mental thorns. With my background and current knowledge, I no longer trust any doctor. My knowledge tells me the solutions. My consciousness tells me my own problems and how to understand them and make the baggage treatable. These are lifelong scars where I have been damaged.

A few more weeks or I'll be nervous?

I'm breathing calmly, and I'm open today and a little bit sentimental tonight, you know. When I'm on the bottom, I get up again, but I certainly don't run away from it; it's all smooth and happens from day to day; it is what it is, everything that comes as it comes.

I actually never speak to anyone or otherwise to myself in this way, my thoughts are all arranged in layers of relativity, and I live without priorities or wishes that cannot be realized, but I do believe the concept as I may tell to the world.

The concept of a new federal world is based on an equal basis for every individual, anywhere in the world. It is madness that there are people with assets who could simply pay for the construction of the Palestinian state. We are going to rectify that, re-paper it and capture it.

That the royal families will fall is a given to us by God, because in the promised new land there is only one kingdom, and that is God's kingdom. They never understood it in the Middle Ages or in the earlier Roman neoclassicism, and the world was at a low, deep point.


My friend Hans van Maanen is a good example for me. When it comes to geographical area, how he deported his Ballet dancers and let them grow to the highest level in the performance phase of a Ballet performance can be linked for me to the geographical area of my own objectives.

These are the most important things to make the performance a success, but what would Hans say if he stood in front of a closed theater with his Crew and company at the most important performance of the year in front of a closed door? The owner has the key to the hall and has left for an unknown destination. The hall is sold out, and he is standing outside the Red Buses with hundreds of people who want to get in to perform but do not have permission to perform..

These are the most important things to make the performance a success, but what would Hans say if he stood in front of a closed theatre with his Crew and company at the most important performance of the year in front of a closed door? The owner has the key to the hall and has left for an unknown destination and the hall is sold out, and he is standing outside the Red Buses with hundreds of people who want to get in to perform but do not have permission to perform..

Do you understand me here Annemiek? 

Complete outrages! My own crew and people are also outside the Blue Buses, and they are my teammates, but then it is not a dance company but the Federal State of Zederlardz and his New World Government that I was able to create this monster by the trust of God, who have sent me out to this task for him, and I have tried to give it shape. It is short on geographical, geopolitical, and dance lessons with start-up problems; teething problems are not excluded.

My consciousness tells me about my own problems and how to understand them and make the baggage treatable. Isn't it Esther Fennema? Maybe you can treat me further within the given period, but I do not rule out the possibility of sexual harassment in advance. Just take me as I aim A dick with a stick. When is your blood period? 

My bed is for Esther, there is no question in this Bible chapter, but the fact that there was a clear guardianship of the Canon by the Jewish priesthood has played less much of a dead-end role in recent discussions than it should have.

Haven't said, hopefully not too much, Esther. My mindfulness is over here at the moment. Private, warm and masturbated pleasant. I love to sleep on my own. Sometimes I feel myself as a little hedgehog, curled up  in his hole, especially on cold winter nights..

Send the flower to the Queen of Sheba

My mindfulness. Private, warm and masturbated pleasant. I love to sleep on my own. Sometimes I feel like a little hedgehog, curled up in his hole, especially on cold winter nights. If there is a person in my life, Annemiek, who this day makes me sad in the liturgy, then it is the love that is too deeply divided, which still binds me very strongly to my beloved Anke today. Our time was only six months of happiness and full of love on our Lake Constance bed.

My beloved Vicky has given the world a special song. A beautiful melody that I want to send to my beloved Anke. It is a melody of reconciliation for the people who love us, really loved them deeply, and will always remain good friends. 

Isn't Benjamin? 

Settlements in Canaan provided death to the Israelites. In ancient times, rest meant that the battle was over. King David was on his throne meant that regular baptismal forms could be taken up. Benjamin's people weren’t at war anymore, about water. Hol y land was dry taken.

After the land was taken, the king entered his throne room and sat on his throne. The people took up the daily tasks of living. They plowed the fields, they planted seeds, they spent some time studying the world David was lived in, and they waited for the harvest of fresh water

It's time to go to bed with you all arranged according to the wishes of King David and Goliath looked at it and saw that it was good and agrees with the divided new contents of the promised land. Finally, I will be there again tomorrow evening, same time and place. Space for my own choices is necessary to make the performance a success before we open. Sleep all well and healthily, critically. 

Until tomorrow evening

I want to talk about other Jerusalem furniture and accessories.

Assurance in affirmation to be continued.

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